wants to cry

[seichan]

here is my really bad day. mildly bad by other ppl's standards, but very bad by mine.

1st: good thing. snow ---> bad thing. icy snow on car which makes me have to scrape...and pull over and scrape again.
2nd: good thing. slow traffic. iced-over windshield. ---> bad thing. i notice a light on my dashboard, inactive heater and temperature gauge on high which leads me to pull over again.
3rd: BAD thing. find i need ALOT to repair in car ---> good thing. i was late for work. *hearts* and i may get a new car. *hearts*
4th: BAD thing. coworker not coming in today. ---> not crowded at work so i can keep myself busy.
5th: BAD thing. i lie to patient and have to do bunch of paperwork to fix ---> good thing. NOT my fault since it was the policy all my coworkers follow. they've been lying for years now. and really, how are we supposed to read ppl mind's and know something written on paper is false. geez.
7th: BAD thingssss. many other annoying patients with annoying problems somehow get handed to me. ---> good thing...nothing good came out of that.
8th: bad thing. agreed to do a project which involves tons of stuff and little time. ---> good thing. i will be sure to get something in the end.
9th: bad thing. have to buy car in winter...bad deals and really not in the mood. ---> good thing is yay, new car.
10th: bad thing. sis is home now ---> nothing good.

now, i will find something with which to cheer myself.

happy doll(not to be confused with happy dolls), they are indeed very happy *yeah right* and as scary as they are beautifully made.